So apparently it's going to take some more time to figure out if we can continue the Home Study or not. It's already been 1 1/2 wks since our meeting.
Things have just been stagnant. Completely and utterly stagnant, and it is unbearable. I am due for AF in a couple of days, and I most likely will have to sit out a cycle of injectables because today I scanned myself and saw a nice, large 5cm cyst on the left ovary. Nice. I guess this is why my NaPro Dr didn't want to use injectables.
Oh, and in case you were wondering, I'm most definitely not pregnant. What else is new.
I'm nearing the end of my rope. I really cannot take too much more of this. And I don't mean the "TTC" stuff- I mean, the doors slamming in my face stuff. I need an avenue to motherhood, and God just keeps making it abundantly clear that I'm not worthy to walk any of those roads. I have a huge lump in my throat... I really just need something good to happen to me for once. Please, God.