I just tested about a half hour ago, and (of course) it was a BFN. Today's 13dpo.
I'm pretty concerned that there's something fundamentally wrong with me that is un-fixable, and I will just be one of those women who can never get pregnant.
I'm not being melodramatic here. I'm actually being quite logical. Treating the MTHFR, PAI-1, and various other thrombophilias didn't work. So, my issue is not implantation failure. Or, implantation failure isn't my last remaining problem. There is something else, but what? WTH else could it possibly be???
I sent in my paperwork to Dr. Kwak-Kim yesterday. Mailed it overnight. So I will call tomorrow and see if I can set up an appointment. She's my last hope. Though, honestly, I don't know what more she could do besides recommend IVIG (and I would do Intralipids instead, or at least try to). But IVIG, from what I understand, is recommended mostly for those with high NK cells. My NK cells are fine.
I think I'm going to beg for injectables from my NaPro Dr while I wait for my appointment with Dr. Kwak-Kim. I don't think she does them, but maybe if I scream and cry like a baby she'll appease me. The way I see it, I'm shooting up anyway, may as well shoot up a variety of drugs.
I told DH I don't think I can give him babies. He told me to go take another test just to be sure. I told him he should go take one, because it'll be the same result.