I don't know why I do this. Why bother? Obviously God doesn't deem me fit to be a mother, so why am I even trying to defy Him?
Well at least I have the shower to take my mind off of things this afternoon. And I better get used to baby showers for adoption, since that's where I'm headed.
I hope everyone else has a better day. Of course, my period hasn't even come yet so that I can at least take my Femara. This just sucks.